On Self-Love.

On February 11, the Sunday before Valentine’s Day, I gathered together to celebrate with a bunch of wonderful women. Celebrate each other. Celebrate ourselves. And you know what I noticed as we went around the room sharing a glimpse into our hearts? Every single person liked something about themselves that is completely and utterly intangible.

Physicality can only lift you up so high before its efforts become futile. Find intangible qualities in yourself and spend your life passionately cultivating them. That is true self-love.


Far too often in our millennial minds, we confuse self-love with self-appeasement. We live to indulge our fleeting pleasures in the name of “self-care.” Loving yourself is more than doing face masks or buying yourself new clothes or makeup or trinkets every other day.

True self-love demands self-respect. It requires a deeply rooted sense of self– an awareness. You cannot begin to love yourself until you take yourself seriously.

I’ve recently explored the idea of self-respect. What is it? How do we get it? Is it inherent or learned? One of the most impressive essays I’ve found about the topic was Joan Didion’s 1961 essay published in Vogue. Check out these excerpts.

“In brief, people with self-respect exhibit a certain toughness, a kind of moral nerve; they display what was once called character, a quality which, although approved in the abstract, sometimes loses ground to other, more instantly negotiable virtues.”

“Nonetheless, character—the willingness to accept responsibility for one’s own life—is the source from which self-respect springs.”

I suppose this is just an attempt at an eloquent reminder to stretch beyond the cultural standard of surface level self-care. Dare to pull back the shimmering veil from your picturesque life and see who you are– who you really are.



2 responses to “On Self-Love.”

  1. What’s beyond surface level care? I mean, there is no book on getting to know yourself is there? How do you choose to take responsibility for your own life? Don’t we naturally? Is this even a choice we have? What does this mean, “a quality although approved in the abstract, sometimes loses ground to other, more instantly negotiable virtues”? What are these “more instantly negotiable virtues?


    • Kaz! I love these questions. So important to analyze. I would argue that we don’t take responsibility for our own lives naturally, as can be evidenced by the way we usually try to find someone else to blame for anything that goes wrong in our lives. I 100% believe it is a choice to take responsibility for yourself, especially in a society that increasingly doesn’t want to! Didion mentions that “Like Jordan Baker [from the Great Gatsby], people with self-respect have the courage of their mistakes. They know the price of things.” I think that’s really what she’s driving home; the ability to come to terms with all of your decisions– good and bad. I have no idea if any of this answered your questions or presented it in a clear manner mais bon. 😉 I miss your bright smile and hope you’re doing well!!!

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